My dear Ian,two years since you went are approaching this weekend. We feel the pain of being without you every day but at this anniversary time it is even more painful. Laura and Matt are amazing, they are so brave without you even though I know they are bereft without you. I know you would be so proud of them. Matt visits your stone regularly and finds such comfort from it. Laura has little Grayson now and I've told him all about you and I will show him our Papa book when he visits ths summer. I hope you are looking down on us and sending us some of your bravery. For me, I miss you so much, I recall our chats and laughs, especially in the last few months of your life. I will treasure them. All my love Jen xxx